Well this is weird. Right now I'm getting ready for bed. I'm feeling much happier. I made 23k on piggs today which is fantastic and puts me out of that bad poker rut I was in. I measured myself on the scale again also and it said 67kg, so that discounts what I said earlier. Which is weird hey. Basically if I think I'm happy and healthy then I will be but if I think I am weak and sickly then that's what I will be as well. Because I felt really shit earlier when I saw my weight, and thought something was wrong. Now I can think again that I'm actually doing well on this diet and maybe gaining some weight as well.
I guess maybe thats how I get out of this panic disorder as well? Somehow I have to be try be positive as much as I can as often as I can. Well I survived today so far on one tranquiliser (which I just took). Let's hope I sleep well and maybe soon I'll be off them.
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